Shopping + job searching

Time pass so fast without waiting for us.
So fast I'm already back to my own home town 1 week.
On Wednesday I'm was going to interview for a job.
Actually is my friend ask me accompany with she go to shopping at the spring hypermarket.
Then during our shopping, we meet back our secondary school classmate.
During our chatting, my friend was intro me try go to ask from the pc shop.
And so, we are walk to the shop and saw that they are vacancy for part time worker.
I try to ask and fill in the form. Actually I do job with this company before during last year December PC fair. That was my only requirement for searching job on that day. After that, we are continues to shopping in the mall. Walk walk walk walk.............and walk.Both of us from food court walk until book store. Ice-cream, burger, soft drink, and of cause my favorite magic bite 3 flavor in 1 wafer sure must buy! Around 5p.m we are plan to walk back home. But first, we sure will walk to kenyalang park look around. On the way, we walk back to home, the pc shop supervisor was give me a call that they accept my requirement and hire me. Yeappy !!!!! That was the most fast reply for me to requite a job. And soon, on this coming Saturday I will start my job as sales assistance. Salary is just enough for me to spend and save some also. But the most important thing is I just wanna fulfill my 4 month holiday at here. If not I think my head will grown a lot of "mushroom". hehe~ Anyways, wish me good luck and all the best when I start my job. I will try my best to do it. hehe~

The end of 2nd year 2nd sem.

Time pass so fast everything is seem like just happen on yesterday only.
Recently very miss my Uni life.
If compare with my previous style sure say my uni life is suck.
Actually very suck uni life.
But dunno why this time I feel like everything gonna leave soon and time is very short for us together. Not matter with who and doing what ever thing that we will like to do and in heart hope that please don't let the time pass so so so fast. This is because in our heart we are very care and appreciate that thing or people.
The last day I'm been stay at Labuan on this sem is on 12/5/11.
Sincerely I feel wanna cry before I boarding lor. But I try to control myself and yes I do it well. I never feel so touch in my uni life before. Maybe I already find the best thing in my 2 year uni life and I feel very care it too much which is the friendship. I'm a very sensitive girl. Normal I look like nothing but actually in my heart and mind set was always thinking a lot of thing. I very care about something that I like.
Over all about this sem I feel so surprise, appreciate, sad, emo, and happy a lot. I never try to emo so long time in my life. This sem really make me emo every time. Sigh~ How come arh?
What ever la, now I'm already back to my own home town and should be find a better new style and life during this 4 month holiday. Try to change myself become more better and girlish. Lol!
So, My holiday plans which are the following:
1) Diet
2) earn money
3) change myself
4)secret***

Hope my plans can be run smooth and come true ~ anyways Happy Holiday to all my uni friends! ^^

1 day 1 emo keep the doctor away ^^

1day 1emo keep the doctor away^^

Everyday every night, day day emo.

Suddenly feel wanna emo then emo

Since 2 month ago, I start with emo.

Sometime I emo without any reason.

Actually I what is emo ?

When the day I step in this campus I know what is emo and also how to emo also.

And sometime I can emo until cry by myself

Mentally problem????

Maybe yes????hm………..

But this coming few days I’m sure I will more emo than before.

This is because I really gonna miss my university friends at here, especially those gonna leave here and graduate soon seniors.

Time past very fast. Everything can change. But the one thing I’m so sure for my own self is the relationship between me and my friends at here is never change.

Maybe one day they will forget me, but in my mind I will never forget them until the end of my life.

The person those appear in my life before and I know them for sure I will always keep in my heart.

Soon left 6 days I also gonna say good bye to this island for end of my second year university life and after 4 months later on start my third year university life.

How can I forget my friends at here? I told my senior that when your guys leave here and I see on the place that we meet, we play, we laugh, we talk, and we share everything in this campus I sure will think of them…….

The last words I wanna say to them before they leave here:

Bon voyage ………………………..take care.

3/5/2011 and 4/5/2011

This 2days I and XL just come to my senior Angelina and Brandon house at mutiara here over night. both of them move out from campus and stay at outside. 3 of us can chit-chat nonstop. 38 de 3 of us dinner +beering + pillow talk together. We cook, we clean and we laugh together. Hahahahahhaha. I feel very funny and happy. Soon 3 of them wanna graduate liao. Sincerely I really feel so reluctant them lor. Hiao hiao de Angelina, noob noob daddy Brandon and emo bird XiaoLoong. Sigh, why the time past so fast. I feel very sad is we gonna separate liao. But, I’m also very happy that they want graduate and I also wanna congratulation 3 of them. Although I know them since I’m first year in this university, but the time I really start close with them is my second year life in this university. Everything is start by one person. Just because of this person 4 of us get close and know each other’s. Honestly, I feel very proud to know 3 of them in my uni life. I learn a lot of thing from them also. At the last, Hope them can bright in the future. One the world haven’t end, I believe that 4 of us still can be meet together. I trust and I believe the day will be coming and I also will wait for it. Just only wait the God make plan a time for us meet together only.

The world never ends, the times never stop, and friendship is never say good bye.

我的小小梦想

23岁之前要毕业
24岁买一部属于自己的车仔
25-28岁做工，如果可以继续修读我的硕士学位
29岁自己买间小屋
30岁之前告诉自己如果嫁不出就自己去做人工受孕生个孩子算了。
32岁开间属于自己的一间小餐厅。

35-39岁带着孩子环游。

40岁为自己的事业闯下第二次的高峰。

45岁陪孩子过世界。
50岁退休。

50岁以后，与家人慢慢享受世界的美好时光。

找感觉

人的感觉就是那么的突然。当感觉来了就会像冲动的做某些事。当感觉来了，灵感自然也会有。就算看着一根草突然脑力的画面闪过了很多回忆。东西看就了之后也会有感觉。依依不舍、产生爱的感觉、莫名其妙的感觉也会有。当感觉来了就不可以轻易的放弃，找寻感觉的根源，打破砂锅问到底。当灵感来了就赶紧去做，避免让它流失再也找不回了。 平凡之中找点刺激，伤心之中寻找快乐，心酸之中寻找善解的感觉。 感觉是无法触摸也无法看到。感觉只能用心去体会。感觉得到了心理就会体验得到那种奇妙的心情。 女人也好男人也好最重要的是做每件事都要尝试用心去体会、感受及感觉它的存在。珍惜每一刻的感觉。也许下一秒这种感觉不再回来了。那只好回温过去变成了回忆。

Izit good for me ?

Sincerely I really cannot stand for it anymore. I keep in my heart already 2 year. I really cannot keep it forever. There no someone else at here can let me told them my own suffer feeling.

What I mean here is I cannot bear for my university life already.
Sometimes I feel that people are foolish me and I feel hurt of it.
Sometimes when together doing something else, I'm the person who always ask for going to do that la this la. Even though I leader in the group also like that. Why seem like my group members are more like my leader more than me is the head of the group? It's nice for them to do such thing on me? I don't know. It's me look like a maid? sigh~ I really speechless of my university life. I can feel that i'm coming to uni is not for study but to be a maid or "kuli" at here. 2 year already, I really angry, disappointed, deeply sad, and peace off of it. Every time calling to my family say that I wanna back, cry in the phone, and ask them send me back. My family they never saw me do and say such thing to them. Why!!!!!!! I don't want to keep in my heart anymore. The more I keep it longer, the more I feel suffer and painful. I don't want every time when I feel sad I just only know posting my complain in Facebook anymore. I also don't want to find some place with no people and cry at there anymore. This life are killing my physical and mental a lot. Who can understand my feeling now? Actually I don't like to see people shit face to doing something. In order like that I prefer settle the thing by my own self. I also couldn't understand why some people can take others people benefit from others people works? It's fair enough for me? I always keep silent of this such case in so many time ago. Until now I still can listen from the others told me that :" hei! that thing not you do de mei ? why he/she can take it from you?". Who can told me what should I do ? Some time I keep silent just because I do not like others people say me too show off. But it doesn't mean that I'm not the admin. A lot of thing I would like to keep silent. I have my own privacy! I have my own choice to do it also. Sometime I too care your guys feeling, but who will care of my feeling. I'm not super women. Not everything I can manage. I also need someone can really care of my feeling. Sincerely I really don't like people to call me "ah ma" in this campus. In some part, they are too expect I can help them do it. Ya, I can help, but not always. So, for now I must learn to reject the request. Not matter how, from now I just wanna think for my own self more than others people. I wanna learn to be selfish. I don't want to be too kind of it. Because I'm not a god!